Weird

Is it weird
That her words feel
Like a noose around my neck
And I'm teetering
On the edge of a chair?

Is it weird
That I think she
Looks better dead?
Maybe then I can smile

Is it weird
That I fall asleep
And wake up falling?
I don't know what's going on

Is it weird
That everything I see
Is in flames?
Smoke and ashes
Pave the way

Is it weird
That I walk in shadows?
I scream in silence
No one will notice...