All in Ink

Hesitation
That's the story
Of my life
In one word
Hesitating
Missing chances
Letting go
Wishing
Wanting
Waiting
Dreaming
Hoping
Killing myself
Doing nothing
Reluctant
I don't see a future
Not in this darkness
Uncertain
All I see
Are blank pages
In a book
Called my heart
The ink is ready
The pen's in my hand
But I'm still waiting
Someone guide me
Someone find me
I'm here
Still waiting