Life's Too Sudden

Life is too cruel
People cry everyday
People die everyday
But why
Oh why
Did it have to be you?
...
I can't take this!
I just saw you yesterday
You were fine
You were smiling
You were breathing
...
I wish I knew what happened
I wish I knew it wasn't your fault
I wish I could turn back the hands of time
Go to where you are
Hold you back from your grave
I wish I could save you
But I can't
Your already dead
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I never believed in an afterlife
But I never said it wasn't there
And if your up there
If you can hear me
I really hope your happy man
Hope you found peace
Hope you found something
But fuck man
I can't get over this
I feel like I don't want to be close to anyone anymore
I don't wanna see them cry
I don't wanna see them die
If this is life then maybe I don't want to live